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5/3/2007 Identity Crisis : Identity Restructuringhav u ever wonder if u suffer from identity crisis at certain points in life ?
 i tink most people do suffer from that at different point in life just that they did not realise it was actually identity crisis .. how would you define an identity crisis ? "Are you unsure of your role in life? Do you feel like you don't know the 'real you'? If you answer yes to the previous questions, you may be experiencing an identity crisis. Theorist Erik Erikson coined the term identity crisis and believed that it was one of the most important conflicts people face in development. According to Erikson, an identity crisis is a time of intensive analysis and exploration of different ways of looking at oneself." (Identity Crisis - Theory and Research : http://psychology.about.com/od/theoriesofpersonality/a/identitycrisis.htm)
i feel that i do suffer from identity crisis .. at different phases in life
    ... i'm still getting to know myself (the real me) more by constant exploration n evaluating my identity and trying to fit into the best identity i can uphold ... it's good to know urself so u can adjust ur role can complement when u r in the group .. it wil help us to control ourselves better n not get agitated when people r not moving at the same wave .. i fall into an identity crisis at times when a new group occur or when it comes to an entirely different group settings .. this is where i'll observe .. given a certain of period of time n try to see how i could adjust myself .. it could be quite stressful at times .. it can be super fast to fit in n sometimes it may take a longer period of time .. the role we take at different phases in life changes more often than not ... this is where identity crisis sets in n work things out for u .. identity crisis is not a bad thing if being done well .. it could be beneficial .. this is where u know how much u can take n how far u can push urself ... if u r able to identify urself fast enough .. the more ready for u to take on ur next role .. some roles in life u can't change it in an instant ... constant evaluating n trying mite help in long run .. it do caused mental blockages when u try to hard .. u'll be so exhausted n the exploration phase will juz be stagnant n will die off ... this will sometimes or not affect u in a group .. i have sometimes not done it particularly well myself too ... most of the time it caused mental exhaustion .. then when i regain back the notion then i will push it again until i reach the point where i know what n how i wanna do ... the one i had now hav been many months .. n i do hope i grasp the role i wanna be in soon .. i do admit i'm sometimes i'm so exhausted by it ... i'll end up sitting down quiet n n drift away not thinking bout it ... but i believe that i will be able to define the role i wanna play soon ... i believe that God will have a role for me ... n all these r the lessons in life that i will need to pick up to be ready for my future n eternity ... i also pray that God will gimme the patience n endurance to withstand the lessons i'm gonna take in life ~  4/24/2007 coffee talk ~my coffee break now ... tea lady juz came n go ... but din get a cup for myself as usual ... had mine this morning ... i used to be a coffee freak ... i yearn for my caffeine boost every morning after i wake up  ... i dunno if it's psychological or what not ... it does keep me awake in the mornings  ... pick up the coffee addiction when i was at varsity ... then was even worst ... i will have like 5 cups max per day ... everywhere i go were latte n flat white ... or if not then it'll be my hot chocolate wif marshmallows ... it's a everyday thingy ... then i went without for a couple of months now after i read that coffee will make one looks older ... i dun wanna look OLD ... hehehe ..cakes, desserts n chocolates that that have a touch of coffee r my favourites ... especially tiramisu ~ they r the 'die-die-must-try & muz eat' food for me .... crazy huh ? hehe ... arghhh .. making me hungry already ...  the flu bug juz caught me ... watery eyes, sniffing n ah chooing ... looking like a drug addict now  ... n took away quite abit of my concentration ... dun wanna do much of the thinking now ... so decide to drop a few words here ... getting back to my excel stuff ... arghhh ..have a great n blessed day 2/10/2007 cny ??it's another saturday .. nearing to CNY ~ this is the quietest  CNY i have ever seen ... i tink the major impact of this 'quiet-no-celebration-mood' was partly due to the weather hazards that have caused overnite flood to places like Kota Tinggi, Segamat and etc. i symphatise those who can't celebrate their CNY as their houses r totally ruin by the flood ... i tink the ambiance that malls need to have will also serve as a mood lifter to shoppers  ... even so .. there is not much of crowd ...i dun see many oranges this year too .. not much greeting cards ... the whole cny's atmosphere ... if rated on a scale of 10 ~ it's juz 3 .. maybe ~ going back to KL for my cny celebration .. will be there on fri ~ yea ~ going to see my new nephew (actually is my cousin's baby) ... he should be quite a darling at home ~ being the baby in the family bet he's getting most of the attention now .. juz can't wait ~ haven't even clean up my house .. gosh .. gonna be a busy busy week ... putting up the decorations n etc ... arrggghhh ~it's such a bore to work on saturdays ... it's a total waste of time n it's not cost inefficient at all ~ what can u say unless dad owns the company,rite ?? even so .. do u get the privilege ~ eyes r closing ~ too bored ~ arrghhh ~ leave u all to this .. enjoy da weekends ~  u all ... 1/20/2007 awesome break ~haven't been blogging for quite some time .. suddenly felt i could not get a hang of it
 ~ the weeks passed have been awesome ... had the Best Christmas n had the Best New Year eva ... muz thank the guys who hav made these 2 days so awesome ... spend my Christmas n Christmas Eve in church ... i did not go for Justin Lo's concert .. the concert which i wanted to go so much (gosh, i can't believe this, i have always go for the things that i wanted to do, but i left it becoz of HIM ~ i have not regret every moment of that as it won't be that great if i were in KL in the concert) ... i tink what i've done on that day was even more meaningful ... to be at an orphanage n to spend time with kids ... that was one really meaningful Christmas Eve
 ... was so glad that i did that ... i hope there will be more to come after this ... when u see them happy ... it really wanna make u cry ~ it's a great feeling to give ~ had this Christmas Rally in church afta that n it was juz awesome ... did alot of worship n singing .. n dancing .. the atmosphere there was juz awesome ... nobody would have thought that church was so much fun rite ??? haha .. one of the BEST Christmas eva
 ~ then we countdown to Christmas at mamak .. huge bunch of us there .. i tink we had like 12 tables .. way to go ya ~ TnT n teens ~ u have made my day ~!!i celebrated new year in KL .. it was also Tony n Shin's wedding ~ on new year's eve .. i spend 30th nite at zouk wif my cuzzie's (cousin) friends ... n da whole group of us went to her friends place ... din catch any sleep that day (can u believe it, yechow u din sleep abit ??
 ) .. all da way thru da next day where i hav to catch a train ride to kajang to meet up wif my friends for tony n shin's wedding lunch in seremban ... then proceed for satay back in kajang (have to giv my college mates a treat as i was late .. hehehe) then went home ... take a shower ... then was out yum cha with the same group of ppl at PJ ~ din go for any 'happening' countdown ... juz bubble tea n yaking away in PJ ... it was also good .. dun like the jam n crowd (sour grape, keke ..) altho it's fun but din feel like going .. hmm, maybe my age catching up (gosh, i do feel abit old after my 26th birthday) ... went home at almost 2 ... not abit tired ... was amazed !! haven't done dat for ages ... since my audit days, haha (phobia, phobia !!) ... even so .. not sleeping for 2 days, dat's so totally not me ~ haha hope u guys have an awesome Christmas n new year too .. can't wait to get this out as it has been stuck here for ages !!
may u guys have a blessed week ~ 11/21/2006 tiramisu, japanese buffet, neway n love @ 1st note ... what more can u ask for ??spend my weekends in kl ... pretty long break ... in fact i juz got back yesterday late nite ... was tiring ... having to go to work the very next morning ... but the entire trip was fun ... having lots to do n lots to eat ... definitely set my weight pointer towards the right side of the scale ... gosh, so so guilty ... but da tiramisu cake was too nice n yummy to resist n the hot, crispy, juz-came-out-of-the-oil tempura make u stand there drooling ... n ya sashimi .... nice n fresh ... juz can't get enough of it ... juz so so so full by juz eating all dat ... hehe ... 4 of us (me, mei, MY n bro) can't really move after all those ... hehehe
then b4 that we had our k-session @ One Utama's NEWAY whole 3 hrs ... juz pick the songs till it went to the max (64 songs) hehehee ... wasn't that well located ... we had to go from the escalator from the cinema floor ... then pass through the games arcade by following the put-up signs ... gosh .. one thing that juz threw people off ... i tink ... coz we were running late ... then One Utama was super huge ... we lost our way at 1st (which caused the rush) we went all the way up to Level 5 as told ... n there was only the car parking machine (sigh sigh sigh) ... then make calls to neway so they won't give the room out to people ... but was fun having da time to be wif be wif my 2 sis n bro ... was great time n fun ~
also, i also watch the movie ~ 戀愛初歌 Luen Oi Choh Goh ~ starring Justin Lo, Alex Fong & Kary ... was a simple show wif alot of songs n singers in it ... quite a good show (for me) as i like the songs in it especially the one sung by Justin n Alex ... here's the synopsis of the show extrated from http://asianfanatics.net/forum/lofiversion/index.php/t271359.html ~ the official website for the show http://www.loveatfirstnote.com/ ( the website have got the caption / parts of the song ) juz have to click on the musical notes n u can listen to it .. songs featured in the show is nice ... go hav a listen ~ u r gonna like it ~
~~ the world of young music lovers, rich guy Tony (Alex Fong) and other young music lovers greatly admires a group called "橫店銀蠅 Wang Dim Ngan Ying". Tony is infatuated with music and hopes to join the group but the members in the group are also wealthy. They despise Tony and thinks they don't need him in their world. The group leader Jack and Tony owns a store that sells bootleg albums. Then there is a lonely, sad girl Kary (Kary Ng). She lives in a self-sealed world and the only thing she has is her guitar and a guy friend who grew up with her, Siu Kei (Justin). Siu Kei is an unsucessful school boy and works at his mom's clothes store. The only thing he has is a voice that can move others, but he does not know that. Jack has asked Kary out numerous times, but was rejected. Kary crushes on handsome Tony but she knows that Tony and her are from two different worlds. She understands that it is impossible to have any development between them two.
Instead Tony revealed his love to Kary day after day. After Siu Kei gave up, they were finally together. Under Tony's invitation, Kary agreed to go to the party at his house with a beautiful appearance. The two of them ended up in a quiet room, ready to have their intimate time. Tony acts strangely and she realizes that this is just a plot. Jack ridicules Kary in front of everyone. From the time they met to their relationship, it has all been arranged by Jack for revenge. In order for Tony to join the group, he has betrayed Kary. Being extremely sad, Kary leaves the party. Siu Kei stays by Kary's side to comfort her and Siu Kei had always been crushing on Kary. Tony extremely regrets his behaviors since he didn't get to join the group afterall. But everything is already too late and can't be undone. Under Siu Kei's arrangement, Kary forgives Tony. The three of them establishes a new friendship. Receiving the 2006 Best New Group Award is 橫店銀蠅's biggest dream. Tony hopes to establish their own three-people group to beat 橫店銀蠅 to take revenge for Kary. The competition carries on intensely and the three-people group miracuously gets to enter the finals. With Siu Kei's voice, Tony the producer and lyricist, and Kary's guitar, they were able to win 橫店銀蠅. After winning the competition, Siu Kei leaves without confessing his love to Kary. He wanted the prince and the princess to live a happy life. Kary goes to find Siu Kei on the streets and realizes that she has already fallen in love with him. ~~ Think will end here somehow .. need to do my REITS reading again .. gosh .. when can i finish this book ~
nitenite all ~ hav a good rest ~  11/15/2006 cold cold cold ~freezing cold in the office ... i'm dressed up as if it's winter in malaysia ... gosh .. so cold .. had my jacket n my scarf on ... hehe ... juz imagine, hehehe
 .... it's also raining here ... causes the temperature to dip even further ... lunch was good ... i had lotsa cherry tomatoes n cream crackers ... oh ya, n tom yum soup .. hehe .. the spiciness of the soup was so extreme ... could not even talk ... kept drinking water ... wat was scary was u can see chilli padi floating in the soup ... i muz have chewed one while drinking the soup ... but it was good ... n almost immediately i can feel the warmth ... n started to perspire on a cold cold day bcoz of the spice ~ hehe
juz done my report ... tot i had some time .. decide to spend a lil time here .. b4 i packed n go home .. was not a busy day ... but i was busy walking about bcoz of the unbearable cold ... i fidget alot even tho i'm sitting at my desk ... enjoying justin's song ... hehe
i tink wanna go back early .. tooooo COLD here ...
gotta finish up the last bit of my report b4 i head home .. tata .. have a nice evening ... 11/14/2006 dessert of guiltjuz came back fr dessert .. had a creme brulee at chez papa (a french restaurant) .. which is quite good .. it's nice, smooth and silky ... it is actually a dessert consisting of a rich custard base topped with a layer of hard caramel, created by burning sugar under a intense heat source. It is usually served cold in individual ramekins. The custard base is normally flavored with just vanilla, but it can be flavoured in a number of ways, with chocolate, liqueur, fruit, etc.
i have always wanted to try this custard concoction .. at last i got to taste it ... so yummy ... n creamy ... n now i'm guilty .. keke ... so much for the day .. i'm pleased that da day has ended up wif a good dessert n yaking with my fren (thanks ET)
going to kl end of the week ... looking forward to it .. will be meeting up wif my cousin n sis ... which is so cool ... haven't had them for quite sometime .. it's time to do a lil bonding .. hehe ... all planned for the weekends ... hehe ... karaoke frenzy bunch ~ most of the time end up standing on the sofa (yea MY !!) and gonna eat till we drop in SHOGUN (a japanese buffet in One Utama) ... gosh .. all my diet plan has been trashed !! guess it'll be another gone new year resolution ... ahahaha ... make a new one .. since the year is coming to an end (xcuses ...) kekeke
getting some rest b4 i head for the shower .. wif a full stomach .. getting abit sleepy actually .. need to turn early tonite ... will leave u guys mucking around .. need to go ... tata n nitenite all .. 11/9/2006 read reits ~been busy reading up wat's REITS ... the act was already out somewhere last year ... only now i'm reading it
 .. i tink being in commercial is like that ... u dun read anything unless things r thrown at u ... u juz slack all the way .. hehe ... i tink i need something to keep me busy ... so i dun become lazy ... which i'm getting at it now ... juz dun like sitting down doing crap .. which i dun learn ...i dun wanna be stagnant ... HELP !!!in another week my 2 sis will be back (one real sis n one cousin) ... so wanna see them ... been awhile since i last see them ... one is in auckland n another in melbourne ... so will be in kl to see them soon ... also to celebrate mum n cousin bro's birthday ... war ... alot of things to do ... my cousin hav make her plans ... going karaoke (neway ... the one U's one ... haven't been there so abit anxious, hehehe) n shopping wif her ... really cannot wait ... hhahaha ... MY dun forget my krispy kream !! mei ... dun forget my berry berry nice !! ~ yummy ~ yummy ~
suppose to talk bout reits ... nowhere near it yet ... so i'm not gonna say anything ~ hehe ... gotta get back to my reading now ... ... or else my boss will slash me into bits ... have a great day n enjoy every bits of it (like having biscuits ... hehehe) ... luv all
 11/2/2006 idling away time ~haven't been going online much at nite these days ... it's either i'm too tired or else i'm glued to the tv ... watching my dvds ... i tink age is catching up ... sigh ... feeling really tired everytime i come home fr work ... promise my bro the other nite that i'll watch frasier wif him ... both of us were lying down on my parents' bed when watching ... have some laugh at the start of the show ... actually was already semi-concious that time, hehehe
 ... at that time, juz can't wait till the next commercial came up to catch a wink ... the next thing u know ... haha ... bet u guys have guessed it ... i was already fast asleep ... n brothers being brothers ... n being a specimen ... wake me up at the end of the show ... by telling me i'm late for work ... shocked n 'sotong' (blur) ... woke up n rush to the bathroom (still half awake, half in dreamland) ... only to realise it was 1am ... came out ... reprimanded my bro ... but he din care ... he juz can't stop laughing ... so annoyed ~~ told him not to disturb me n i went back to sleep ~2nite is exceptional ... no dvds coz i brought work home ... n my bro is wif his ps2 ... so no show for me today ... currently watching this hong kong drama ~ Fantasy Hotel ~ quite a funny show ... i was watching it initially ... then i got my mum hooked on that show as well ... will tell u wat izit bout after i finish ... wouldn't wanna find the synopsis 1st ... coz it will spoil the whole show .. like wat happen to my korean show ... sad love story (korean) n rondo (jap n korean made drama) ... i read the synopsis n that's it ~ it lingers in my head ... in every episode i will be very anxious on wat is gonna happen, waiting for wat i have read to occur ... n i know wat izit gonna be like in the end ... gosh ... spoils everything ... after this show ... i'm gonna watch 'into thin air' which they said it's good but quite an old show ... i tink i'm gonna be crazy watching all these drama one after another ... i discovered something ... i like the tv very much now ... hahahah
 gonna get back to my reading on the brain ~ wat is good n bad for the brain...how to be smarter... how not to loose memory n remember stuff n wat to feed ur brain ... i started wif my ginkgo biloba, fish oil n my multi vites ... hope this will do good ~ juz these .. dun wanna choke myself up ~ n bcome a vitamins freako ~ hehe
get back on my reading n work ~ enjoy ur nite guys n gals .. sleep well ~ nitenite
 10/30/2006 it's OT now, Mr. BRAIN !!been a lil tired and feeling lil out of place ... feeling a cramp in my head ... which make me sit down n think n be restless ... where am i going ??? making decisions to ur life is the hardest ever task one could take on ~ gosh ~ i know in a short term wat i would wanna do ... draw out my calendar ... making sure i dun miss all my appointments ... making time to catch up wif friends during the weekends ... i tink i have done it fairly well ... when it comes to choosing da path for a long term ... i can tell u it is really really hard ... the fear is juz there haunting u ... even b4 the decisions are made ... fear of choosing the wrong path again, fear of not doing it well, fear of the consequences ... FEAR FEAR FEAR ... sometimes i juz admire those ppl who juz do wat they think of doing ... y for me there is so muz hesitation n procastination ... i told ppl do not procastinate ... juz do it if u think it's worth doing ... when comes back to me ... sigh ... it's so so so difficult ...
will have a thinker over work trow ... dun wanna stress my brain cells as it's already off working hours ...
will get some quality sleep ... it's 1-ish here anyway ~ b4 it gets to 2am ... better catch my beauty sleep, keke ~ nite nite all .. have a good week ~ whooossh.... off to bed
~~ 10/27/2006 the truth behind da panda eyes phenomenon ~been a awesome break ... dat cooked up the panda eyes in me ... went to work today really really drained ... i had a cup of coffee in the morning but the caffeine din even get to me ... still feeling yucky & really really sleepy ~ *yawn~yawn*
tell u why ~~
went to kukup for the raya holidays ... din sleep the whole nite thru ...
we went fr the ever famous card game n 'never to be missed on group outings' ~ 'chor dai dee' or simply call it Big2 to mahjong (all amateurs, dun even know how to calculate 'fan' aka points which carries earnings, kekeke
we almost kill carrie wif the loads of question on 'fan' ... i tink that's how it get its name; 'fan' is a cantonese word which means irritating/vexed) next, card game with alot of suspense ~ to explain : card is given faced down to every member in the circle, then at a count of 3 ... pick up the card n place on ur forehead or juz simply hold the card (not looking at it ~ only others r able to see ur card) ... every member take turns to pour beer at any amount into a glass ... trusting that their card has a higher or greater value ... then when everyone is done pouring ... they r suppose to put their cards down on the floor faced up disclosing the number on their card ... the one wif the least value will have to finished up the beer in the glass or glasses ... luckily luck didn't went tough on me that nite ... i only had a glass ...
then went on to another game which battle the dare-devil in u (hmm ... making it sound so extreme, keke) ~ burning holes to a sheet of tissue while it withstands the weight of a 20 cents coin ... whoever drops the coin will hav a full glass of beer .. anyone thirsty ~ hehehe
... i bet some of us r ... ehehehe ... after dat, we had 'finish-the-food' game ... it's Big2 again (dun anyone get tired of this game ??? hehe) whoever losses ... the person muz eat the quantity of food tally wif the number of card on hand ... the objective : to finish up the junkies we brought for the trip as they r so soo sooo much left ~ kiasu ppl ... hehe ...
the game of twister is next : game includes a plastic sheet with large colored circles. The game has one spinner, divided into fourths by color; each quaters specifies left foot, right foot, left hand, or right hand. After spinning, players move to the said location. Due to the scarcity of colored circles, eventually resulting in someone's fall ... this is best played went ppl r slightly tipsy as this is where their balancing n flexibility skills is put to the test ... very fun ~ then we closed up wif a karaoke session
 which we also had earlier in the day ... me n carrie had our session ended at 5am till we r both so beat ... both lying motionless on the mattress we took out fr the rooms earlier ... phew ... that was a hella of things to do ...
the next day after breakfast, was a boat ride to the nearby kelongs ... lunch then home ... i slept for the whole afternoon ... woke up for godzilla then went back to sleep coz was having a bad gastric n a slight headache (to much of play) ... but, was all good ~ thanks to everyone (desmond, hazel, angel, gary, sim, ng, joe, xiao chen, mok, carrie n jiun) who make this trip a awesome one ... we still hav lotsa beers left ... so dun wait too long to plan for out next outing  ... will get all the photos posted to u all ... enjoy ~ 9/21/2006 Reminiscence ~juz finish a korean movie ~ n was looking thru my friendster ... listening to jordan chan's song (on my friendster's profile) which he done a duet wif a 6 year old .. very cute n sweet lil kid ~ marie haddad .. i tink she's a mix ... hav a listen ... song is very nice n cute ... perks u up n do make u smile when u hear the lil gal singing ~
had a photo on my blog which was taken when i was very young ... was 1 at that time .. n sitting on my grandma's iron bed (that's wat we call it in canto) coz its frames are all made of iron ... it was huge ... reaches up till the ceiling ... was the best playground for us kids when we were little ... i still remember ... that was our imaginery bus n our house, a jail n a wrestling ring, keke (was very 'chou lou' ~ rough when i was a kid but always end up crying  ) ... we will all climb up n pretend that we were on the bus ... taking it after we finish school (which was also imaginery) ... altho all sweaty as there isn't any fan ... all of us were all sitting on the bed ... we din mind ... kids being kids ... wat is hot ?? hehehe ... at nite will always sit there listening to my grandma's story ... would have to use a stool to climb up the bed ... as it was pretty high up ... so carefree n free of worries ... that was da best childhood ... spent alot of time in KL in my childhood (in the best ever wooden house wif zink roof n wif alot alot of fond memories) ... thinking of those times make me happy n sad (remembering my grandma) the same time ... n ya ... i had the BEST grandma in the world ~ 9/16/2006 midnite call ~juz had a bowl of yummy soup (ba zhen soup) ... i tink y it's called it as such ... maybe it contain 8 types of herbs in it ... it is good for replenishing blood, energy n ur youthfulness ... that's wat the guy in the medicine shop said ~ hehe ... mum added chicken n eggs in the soup as well ... the chicken has soaked up the taste of the soup n as it's been marinated well in the soup ... it tastes awesome wif a dip of soy sauce ... the soy sauce juz blends in so well in the meat ~ n the tenderness of the meat juz melts in ur mouth (sounds like a caption from a food talk show, huh ?? hehe
 ) talking bout food juz gets me excited, hahaha ... thanks mum for the yummy soup ... been catching up wif my dvds ... finished watching my forensic heroes (actually done wif it last week, but was lazy to get on the blog, sorry, ya~) ... a good watch ... very uniquely structured story plot ... i shall not say more ... (shd i ?? keke) i'm gonna let u watch n tell me wat u tink, hehe ... watched my korean movie (my girl n i ... i know, i know .. i'm abit slow
 , shd have caught it earlier) ... and started on a new one ... ~misleading track~ (synopsis n reviews : http://www.spcnet.tv/reviews/review.php?rID=928) ... getting on to the 2nd disc soon ... hopefully trow ... n since my plan are trashed ~ i tink i'm gonna stay home to catch my shows ... sigh ~ had a buffet planned wif my colleagues ... it's a ALL-GALS get together gossips n 'kaypo' session ... n of coz the FOOD ~~ but sigh, my boss had a training scheduled on that day which i have attended in the past months ... n almost all on the list were involved ~ aiya ... there goes ~ my makan plan ...am working on sunday ~ at my site office ... another sales launched ... working for the sake of my leave ... gosh ... my annual leave is still being PRO-RATED after being there for 2 years plus ... how demotivating ~ n till now ... i still have 2 days left of my PRO-RATED annual leave ... i dun mind doing the sales launched ... but tinking it's for the sake of my PRO-RATED annual leave which is only 2 days ~ juz make me sick ~
 gonna sleep soon ... standing in front of the fan to dry my hair ... juz showered ... tink will juz end here ... need to stay away from the PANDA !! hehehe
nite nite all ... may u all have a pleasant nite ~ n sweet dreams ~
 9/6/2006 denotation of cold ~i written this piece this morning ... and as usual ... there's a server problem in the office ... can't get this sent out ... only doing it now ~ the air in the office is icy cold (air-con n the extremely wet weather hav coz the temperature to dip even further) ... feeling the 1st signs of being SICK had my caffeine booster tis morning i packed my vest and shawl in my bag ... not too cold today ~ maybe i have put on 3 layer of clothes (my office wear, vest n my jacket) hehehe 9/1/2006 spare me ... forensic doctors !!it's friday!! yeaaa ~~ altho got half day work trow .... dun care ~ coz it's the weekend
... was national day yest ... din really go out ... was suppose to go k ... but din go ... coz i slept thru ~ sooo PIGGG  .. hehhehe ... went to get some stuff from zon .. massive amount of ppl ... it's juz so crazy ... wat i saw was ... the staff push out a trolley of toilet papers heading towards the supermarket ... n it's as if the papers were gold ... a whole group of ppl juz ran towards it n grab ... some even fell when rushing for it ... such a horrid scene ... n da price was not a great deal of a difference compared to the other places ... i went to get my face cream (which was about 45% off the norm price ... which was a good deal !!) n check out at the alcohol section ... coz it was a shorter queue ... so i grab two cans of beer n left ... juz in case i can't get out fr there coz i din get any alcohol ... da rest of the day was spend watching dvds ... 1st half of da day was CSI (da las vegas version) wif bro n the next half was forensic heroes (the hk drama) wif mum ... watched 7 episodes last nite ... not bad for 2nd half ... keke ... there's summore 17 episodes to go .. jia you oh, ye chow !! hehehe ... both this show is all bout forensic testings on crimes ppl do ... the difference between hk drama serials n english ones .. the hk ones have more emotions attached to it ... it's closer to our asian ppl's everyday life where ppl could actually relate to or maybe we felt abit of closeness to ... on the other hand CSI it's more on a case by case approach ... every episode is a new case ... both have their very own audience catchment ... which is y both series got me glued to the tv screen ~ hehe
will have to end here ... gotta carry on wif work ~ tata to all for now ... have a great weekend & take care ...  u all ~8/30/2006 phewwww .....updated my music list ... gosh, took soooo long for me to do it up .. i wanted to do my list in accordance to my personal favourite ... then when i preview my space, it went on alphabetical order ... arrrgghhh ... so i gave in to my naiveness & 'sotong-ness' ... i redo the space again ... only to realise it can't be done ~
n bcoz justin have got too many nice songs, it adds to the complexity in choosing the real nice ones ... i set it at 10 songs at 1st .. then after that 12 then 15 then now i got 16 songs !!! i muz really stop ~ haha
 coz if not i will have to call the list my favourite albums instead of songs ... i reckon most of his songs are good ~ i have to cracked my head n ear drums juz to figure out which one is the one i like most .. so 'kua zhang' (exaggerating), hahahah .. initially wanna delete it off but then i went thru so much hassle, so die-die have to finish it up ... In the midst of that, i discover some of his new songs ... which is quite nice as well ... it's the ost for his new show ~ Love @ First Note 戀愛初歌 (Luen Oi Choh Goh) starring him (Justin Lo), Kary Ng, Alex Fong, Theresa Fu & Stephy Tang. The official site : http://www.loveatfirstnote.com/ .... in this show, justin sang two new songs 情歌 (Love Song), 有火 (Has Fire) & Dream Away ~
ok .. will have to catch some sleep now ... nite nite & sweet dreams all
 ~ 8/29/2006 BBQ ~Went for a bbq last Saturday with colleagues & ex colleagues ... it was actually my colleague's birthday ...
~ (may all wishes come true and have a great year) was really fun .. though many of them was older than us by half the age .. but it was fun … some bring their kids wif them … makes the whole bbq merrier (noisier, keke
The gathering was really fun ~ looking forward for another one soon (in ny hotel for buffet, don’t forget ya) ~ thanks for turning up (carrie, li fong, ms lee n kids, Justin, lao po n kid & koh) ... oh ya ... not forgetting someone else who had celebrated his birthday yest as well ... ~ (may u enjoy every minute n second of the year n may all ur wishes come true) 8/24/2006 Justin Lo's Concert - 24th Dec 2006gosh ... i wonder wat maxis (hotlink) is doing ?? they r actually running the promotion for justin lo's concert .. n they told me they were not informed n not aware ... "HELLO..." it's already on the website ~ so dissapointed wif them .. hmm, tink i should call them up n tell them where to find the information ... anyway the details r here ... hehe ... juz can't wait ~
8/22/2006 Karma : have u been behaving well?Good n bad karma … have been listening to people (thanks to CS although she’s not really a God person to have always say about karma which got me interested to have a bit more read on it) n have also watch this show by andy lau (Running on Karma) ~ a better way of understanding what Karma is ... should we believe in such things … let me quote u a brief (is it brief:: hmmm
“Karma (Sanskrit: कर्म from the root kṛ, "to do", [meaning deed] meaning action, effect, destiny) is a term that comprises the entire cycle of cause and effect. Karma is a sum of all that an individual has done, is currently doing and will do. The effects of all deeds actively create past, present and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain in others. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well….” (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karma) Running on Karma’s Synopsis (http://movies.aol.com/movie/running-on-karma/16971/synopsis) "Big" (Andy Lau of Infernal Affairs, wearing a gargantuan prosthetic muscle suit) is a competition weight lifter and part-time male stripper. One night while dancing at a strip club, Big responds to the frantic exhortations of a comely patron (Cecilia Cheung) and strips completely naked. Unfortunately for Big, she turns out to be Detective Li, and she promptly busts him for indecent exposure. Worse yet, a murder has just taken place in the office above the club, and when Big tries to escape his minor charge, he's caught by the cops and questioned in connection with the murder. Detective Li helps him get out of the jam, and he, in turn, helps her track down the elusive killer. Li develops a romantic interest in Big, but he seems to want to avoid her. Pressed to explain himself, he eventually reveals his bizarre and tragic past. Big was a kung fu monk until a woman friend of his was murdered years ago, sending him into an uncontrollable rage, during which he inadvertently killed a sparrow. After meditating over the bird's corpse for a long time, Big developed the ability to "see karma." He can look at any animal (including people) and see what they did in their past lives. When he looks at Detective Li, he sees that in a former life she was a brutal Japanese soldier who murdered many. Even though she's a good person, she still carries that soldier's karma, and Big believes she'll eventually have to die for his crimes. Despite his misgivings, he finds himself increasingly drawn to the persistent young cop. Running on Karma was directed by the team of Johnny To and Wai Ka-fai (PTU). The film was shown at the 2004 edition of Subway Cinema's New York Asian Film Festival. ~ Josh Ralske, All Movie Guide I’ll complain as much but not in the extent to harm or hurt anyone .. will this affect my karma as well ?? If there’s something like karma .. I’d not spoil my current n next life … if there is actually a next life … sometimes I do contemplate on whether I should dislike or be mad with a person for a long time … then when I think of it … y bother ?? y make life so difficult when there are other options in handling such things … n landing myself in a big mess for the for me to clear in future or if not now then the next person in the next life would have to clear it up … I can’t hold much things myself ... normally, I chose to express and tell depending on what the matter is (don’t worry, I still keep a lot of things to myself, keke) ... then will have a cooling down period .. then I’m fine … don’t try to drive my limits … once u snap that line ~ that’s it … sound vicious huh ?? muahahaha … hey man, live within your boundaries n leave mine alone, hahahaha ~ Hmmm ... wonder if the person in my past life have given this a thought ?? hehe … so do give it a thought …
Check out this website to have a better picture on what the images mean : http://www.exoticindiaart.com/article/wheeloflife and http://www.khandro.net/doctrine_rebirth.htm 6/28/2006 challenging the frail mind ~wish to share something ... before i go to bed ~ need to clear my head abit ~ 2. To agitate or upset greatly. 3. To annoy, pester, or harass. |
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at 3pm when the tea-lady come by wif her tray of coffee n tea ... couldn't thank her enough 
... the effect was juz awesome ... woke me up thru n thru ~ n it definitely brought my body temperature to a stand-still the moment i take the first sip ~ still feel cold but wasn't dat bad ~ then was dying to go home coz was too cold n can't concentrate at work ~ i went straight to shower then to bed after i got home ... then woke up at 10ish ... watch abit of tv then to bed again ~ wat a terrible day ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUSTIN 
I remind people of retribution … so I’m very cautious myself (‘kiasi’ a hokkien dialect which means scared of death, kekeke |
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